Dear the nice man that I've ever met....
Thanks for coming in my life. I know, time fly so fast and everything has changed. I remember when you text me via line then you asked me to acquainted. Then, we continued to unrequited message. We talked about so many things. I remember when we talked on free call and you told a stupid jokes, then we laugh together or you told me about your story. Almost four months, I knew about you from yourself and I was stalking your social media. Four month, I knew you, and you gave me a positive energy. I remember, you came to me when I feel complicated because I miss someone and in the same time my ex asked me to getting back together, I choose to ignore them and I thought if I should start a new world. I choose to give a positive respond to you, I thought if we can be a good friend and I can forget about all the sadness before. Day after day, we always text on line, and you be different from each other. You're funny person, and I felt comfortable with your personality. I liked you slowly. But, I've heard news. You approached me when you just break up with your girlfriend and I was really shocked. I thought if you contact me for your happiness after you break up and if you was happy you could leave me easier. But, I ignore my mind. And we still communicate via line even we never meet before and I know you from video call or your profile picture. Until I felt bored with this situation, and I told my friend about story between us. I got a bad news then I feel disappointed. My friend told me when you in relationship with your girlfriend, you have a date with the other girl and you broke heart your girlfriend. Your player. I can imagine how deep the pain when you do that to your girlfriend. I thought if you can do the same things with the next girl. “When you have a relationship, you could be a player in a backstage, how about me whose nobody to you? Maybe you can do the same like you do to each other for your happiness” So, i never reply your message again and you never sent me a message too. We lost contact until I saw you posted a picture about your birthday on instagram.
Then, I sent you greeting birthday via line. I thought to gave you a something, and I got an idea. I draw something for you. When we are in college and I got a new schedule, I asked your friend about you and I was happy when I knew if every Wednesday we have a same place for different subject. I asked my friend to gave my doodle to you because I have a class. So, my friend gave it. I never thought if you want to text me again like before. I was surprised when you text me on line and you said thank you for the gift. We can communicate again and I was happy. I can't lie if I really like you. We have a text every day, until you asked me to have a meeting in Sunday morning, I was really happy and I said yes. I told my friend about our schedule to met, and my friends was happy too. Its first time we could meet. So, one day before met I was prepared my self. I won't give a bad impression. And the night before we met, we have a free call then you gave me jokes. You said if I was nervous when I heard your voice. I said no, but the truth is yes. My heart was beating. We laugh together in free call and...
To be continue....
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